I promise myself that i will be a better mom than my own, I will not scream
at my children, i would not raise my hand with them but i failed. I keep on scolding my son
daanish for trivial things that kids do.... hey .... i did that when i was a child ...probably
i'm more
naughtier than
Daanish n
farzana. then why am i not being understanding to my precious kids??
daanish asked "mom, why are u scolding me non-st0p" and i answered because "i do not like u".... i was surprised to hear me say that.... I apologize n make up with him after that ...but it is eating me inside....
Dear
Daanish,
If u read this after u grow,
pls forgive mummy...I love u so much and i want to give only
LOve n happiness. sorry
abt being
grumpy.... you are my 1st...
Dear
Farzana,
sorry mummy make milk for u too late till u need to cry... but
sayang u are 4 years old.... u cannot expect to drink milk from bottle before school...
emmm.... but nevertheless.,.. i will continue to make them for you.... you are so pretty n ur eyes are lovely ...
ur beauty is so mesmerizing in my eyes
Dear
Batrisyia,
Mummy has been in bad mood especially towards
ur bro n sis since you are sick with fever n cold.... when you are sick...i can not bear it.... i wish i was the one having the sickness not u.... u are just 10
mths old.... i love
ur smile.... dear your smile alone is enough to melt me...and
ur eyes they are so beautiful..... the people at nursery adore u .... many do.... they are mesmerized by
ur lovely dimple, smile n hypnotizing eyes....
in nutshell, mummy promise to be the best mom that i could be.... i will continue to hug n kiss u guys till the day i stop breathing.....
signing off
Daanish,
Farzana n
Batrisyia's mummy...