Missing you

My birthday has been painful ever since i Lost the love of my life on 17 sept 1995... it has been 15 years but the pain is still fresh... tears is flowing non stop especially when i write this blog.... i really miss him.... i was a bad daughter... always thinking about what i want without thinking about his feelings.... i hope he forgives me... Atta I love u and miss u terriblly everyday every moment is empty without you..No one can love me or care for me as you can.... I miss u i miss u i miss u... Al-fatihah for A.Kamaludeen the world's best Dad... in my eyes..... i would welcome death hoping to meet you in afterlife.... especially after my kids are grown up insyaAllah.... signing of with tears of great sadness.